8:28 a.m. - 2002-02-09
Winter storm warnings in effect for Dallas Co.
okay, since I got that pesky, sneaky situation stopped for the time being, it's time to add another entry.
I really don't mind him reading the diary...I don't ever say anthing that bad about him...I just don't like him checking up on me all the time. Ever since he accused me of God Know's what when I was reading that gay diary...I don't like him knowing what I'm doing. And the worst part???? I don't do anything bad...I don't go to Porn sites, I don't look up anything KINKY...I just spend my time being an EBAY or POGO Slut...Is that Bad?
Well, it's another winter storm warning day. I worry about the kids safety going back to school tomorrow. The roads won't be that good yet...but I guess that's the advantage of having a dad that is a DOT Driver. Too bad Rachie has that Test Monday morning.
Got me some good smelling comfort spray. Avon Vitatonics...smells like a warm vanilla cookie...I'ld say that's comfort. I used the shower gel this morning...and then the spray...I like it. Wish I had the lotion...(LOTION Whore)
Want to do some shopping...don't know what I want to buy...I can't buy anything for me...cause you know...it's too close to the 43rd.
Birthday's. Bah humbug...I'm ready to give them up...the 42nd year went by with out any big fanfare...I didn't discover the meaning of life...I did however discover, Terrorism, War, death...and that I care about my parents. So maybe I did discover the meaning of life. I keep thinking back to the birthday I had as a child. It was problably my 12th or 13th. I remember my parents were going to be gone for the weekend...and my birthday was on Saturday. They arranged for me to stay at one of my friends...thinking that I would be happy there...and then early on Friday morning, gave me my BD present. I don't remember anything about the present....cept one thing......I felt so alone that year on my birthday...it wasn't a good feeling. I never want my kids to experience that. So what was the one thing about the present? It was wrapped so lovely....in a brown paper sack. Guess she couldn't afford wrapping paper that year...or a birthday cake.
See ya all soon....
